Dreaming

I’ve been having these reoccuring fragments of a dream a coupple of nights ago, and i think that i got the whole picture last night. It’s kind of scary actually.

It starts out like this, me and a friend, don’t know who it is, all that the dream tells me is that it’s a friend and that i trust him. We’re on this airplane and for some reason there are wires going from it anchoring somewhere else. The picture is kind of fuzzy so i don’t really know where they lead. But for some reason we decide to take a rope and grab on to the end and hang it over the wire, and we jump of the plane and like glide on that wire. It’s like 500 meters of the water below us and for some reason we’re let go of the wire, i can’t see why but suddenly we are falling and i manage to pull the rope with all my force to throw this buddy of mine up to the airplane again while i continue to fall towards the water.

I remember seeing alot of building and street lights on my way down, and i’m feeling scared. Really scared, scared of dying when i break through the surface of the water. I remember screaming out to my friend if the water is deep enough, but i get no answer. Then i plunge down into the water and i survive. Now the scary part is that this event repeats itself about 3-4 times during this dream. And i’ve been dreaming it before.

The next event of this dream is that i’m sick. I’ve got some unusual disease so i’m going to die, and we know that. And everyone is quite happy about it, they are saying things like “Well, you’re going to a better place mate” and “See ya later, i got to grab a beer!” and i feel so missunderstood. In the dream i keep telling everyone that i am dying and they don’t seem to believe me. But in the end, i die and i wake up.

Now, to interpret this. The part where i’m falling is kind of easy to relate to, i’ve had these dreams before and that’s when i’ve been happy and scared that the happy would go away. So, that’s easy to figure out. But before, i’ve always been alone when falling, what is this “friend” of mine doing there?
Maby that’s the key to this dream, i’m falling because of this person. And i’m dying because of it.

Who the hell are you, and what are you going to do to me?

The Next night:
The same reoccuring falling. This friend of mine is still there and the same events keeps repeating itself, now i know why the picture was quite fuzzy though, there is alot of fog, it seems that we’re in a cloud wit the airplane as we step out of it.

All about the dream was exacly the same, though i didn’t die in the end. Problably because the clock woke me up this morning.